She did not feel the difference. She thought she is just as happy as before. She thinks that everything will be fine. She thinks that happiness can be found everywhere.
Without realising, the wide broad bright smile on her face slowly narrowed. She herself did not realise the changes. She still thinks that she is happy. But, one thing that she knew that she can be depress anytime. Her expression on her face may just change just like the weather in the sky.
Her friends find out about her. They wondered what has bothered her till the happy girl has lost in their vision. They started to concern about her, trying asking around for the reason. Oh yes, she is in stress, stress about time, activities, studies and even more. She just mind too much about the people around her, too much till she feels so hard for her. She really couldn't help it. It makes her feel that she couldn't cope with it when she starts to think about the problem. What is the main thing that bothers her about?
She wanted to find herself back-her old self. A happy girl.
Date 18 July 2010
This is the 2nd week of the semester. I still couldnt believe that I am a senior now. Currently, I am busy practising for my 24 season drum where I will be having a performance this friday. Although it's tiring after the practice, I admitted that I enjoyed the whole process. It recalls me about my memory that I had for my CNY night practice. Before the big event, I nearly practised everyday without fail.
Things getting pile up. I am afraid I will be stack up by lots of assignments and reports. I am so so so worried. Everyone seems to have finish their assignments and reports so fast. Oh no! I am so worry that I couldn't finish in time. Really worried.
Pray that I have more time to do what i need to do
Date 14 July 2010
How's everybody? New semester starts. Everyone must be pretty busy about registration and preparing for lessons. Some of you might be involved in organising activities for the juniors.
For me, I have attended lesson like normal. Everyday routine where I need to wake up early to prepare for classes. I am happy with my room. Sad to say that assignments starts to come in this very first week. For now, I have 2 assignments and a report to get ready. One of the assignments have to find 3 journals and write your own reflection. Frankly speaking, I HATE JOURNALS. hahaha..
What freak me out is everyone started studying. One of my coursemate studied so detailed until i DONt even understand what he ask my lecturers. Thanks to them. They are my motivation.
I just finished one of my lab yesterday. It was an interesting experiment- plasmid extraction. WOW! Although the experiment took 3 hours, I still enjoyed the whole process of the experiment. =)
Keep in touch!
Date 4 July 2010
Today is the last sunday that i am going to spend together with my family before going back to my uni. In just in a blink of eye, my 2 months holiday has come to an end. Well, well.. I really misses my home town. I dont feel like going back so quickly. At home, i wouldnt need to think or take any stress. I can do what I want. But, i shouldnt spend my whole life so freely. It is time to learn new things.
This is the start of another new sem. New sem, new hope. I wish everything goes on smoothly.. I wish that I can handle my stress even better for this sem. I hope everything will be nice.
One thing very funny that i just realise.. MY cute little phone goes something wrong.. most of the msg that i send to my fren will send to my fren yi hui.. then when she reply me, I was surprise to receive her msg. Only till today I realise, all my friends hp no. has change to her no. I double check my friends no. and its all yi hui no. FUnny.... No wonder when i click my other friends name, will also end up sending to her.. CRAZY phone.. maybe the phone just love her so much..
SOrry yi hui, always simply send u msg to disturb u..
Friends.. take care and we shall keep in touch. ALL the best in everything.
date 20 may 2010
its been a week since i went KL for holiday. Before that, I was waiting excitedly for the trip. But now, it has ended for a week already. Back in hometown, I spend my time with my laziness- not doing anything. Hhaha!
It seems like i have lots of things to do but I seems to be not activated to do anything. I felt so lazy and refuse to do anything. Maybe i am just to tired previously for exam and during holiday, it is the time for me to not do anything.
I am going to start teaching next week already. haha! Get busy again. ho ho...
SO how's my dear friends? It's been a long time i didnt catch up with you all. Hope that we can meet up soon ok? hahah!! enjoy your holidays if you have. HAHAHA
date 25 april 2010
haha!!! my birthday this year... =)
thanks to all my friends and family members who still rmb my bday.. I am happy that u all still rmb me.. HAHAHA...
How do I spend my birthday?
haha!! EAT!
date 18 april 2010
YO! YO! it's my first day of exam today. I wish myself all the best and good luck.. haha!! crazy already...
not forgetting, I wish all my friends who are having exams... GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST...
Date 20 March 2010
It's been a long time since i updated my blog. Currently busy with my assignments and my assessment. I seriously need more time to study. I have sacrifice most of my time in studying. Erm.. maybe some part of it.. I am sleeping.. kaakaa.. that's me.. ISN't it?
anyway, How's my dearest friends? I seldom online to update myself with all your condition. FOrgive me... haha.. the line here is not so good.. So, i give up in entertaining myself. I choose food as my entertainment.. KAKAKA!!!
I am going for My course nite today.. haha! Again, I trouble for clothes.. Just bought my clothes ytd when i found i no longer fit the one i brought earlier. (ok, i m getting fatter.. TIME FOR DIET) haha
Hopefully all of u always in happy condition la.. =) all the best.. MISS YOU PEOPLE..
请帮忙传给你认识今年将进大学的STPM生, 我听到一个消息,upu的申请,必须在12/3 /2010前做出申请,而在12/3后,至30/3/2010是只能kemaskini你的form而已。。因为无法从upu那得到明确的答案,所以请STPM生留意你们的申请
STPM students, please confirm your UPU application before 12/3/2010. After 12/3 to 30/3, its just for checking.. which is kemaskini.. Thank you.
date 3 March 2010
hahaha.. today at 5pm.. i will be going back to penang.. too bad, its not my house but pg main campus to attend hari ko-k.. hahahaha!!! hopefully i can have a fun trip with yong and my friends.. lalala.. =)
EAT EAT EAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! miss my family, friends and FOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDDD.. lolx