Change

Date : 19 NOv 2012

I felt the change in me. I am no longer the girl that has nothing to worries except school work. I can be emo for the reason that I shouldn't be. I knew the journey to forget might take some time, I never knew it will took so long. It's almost a year. Has change me a lot. I tend to refuse to chat. I do have so many things to say but I just couldn't let it out.

All I do to make myself a little happier is when I watch movies or dramas especially running man.. Apart from eating, movies and dramas is my only entertainment.

Words just couldn't describe my feelings. Maybe its me whom refuse to forget. Memories kept on playing in my mind. However, I am glad to be how I am now. Stronger, More Independent...

Im Tired

Words is not enough to describe my feelings at the moment. I refuses to do anything right now. I have things piling up and yet, I still do not have a mood for it.

Is it that I am lazy? I know it's not that. It's my heart that stopped me from doing anything. I just couldn't get the key to the lock. Why searching for such a long time? I don't know. I shall get my mood back soon.

欺骗

欺骗了全世界，但欺骗不了自己

或

欺骗了自己，而全世界都知道的事实。


我会选择欺骗自己。
这样我还能活的开心。

若是欺骗了全世界，自己知道自己其实不开心，
那么会很辛苦的。

带这面具做人，不简单。
若是你，你有会如何的选择的呢？

什么事？

离开了有你的回忆的房间
让心情有点低落
不知到为何
有人能告诉我吗？

不舍得还是不习惯？
也不清楚。

我的日记

你曾经的出现
并不是幻想
你虽然带来了
我一生在日记里的眼泪
但也是我日记里的欢笑

偶尔也想回忆在脑海的日记
我们的曾经
我们的想要一起努力的日子

虽然现在，在你的身边并不是我
但，我想你应该很幸福吧
让她带给你我填补不到的部分吧

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民視／八大綜合臺韓劇【個人取向】片頭曲
作曲：詹宇豪
作詞：彈頭(宋健彰）
編曲：痞克四

雨停滯天空之間
像淚在眼眶盤旋
這也許是最後一次見面

沿途經過的從前
還來不及再重演
擁抱早已悄悄冷卻

海潮聲 淹沒了離別時的黃昏
只留下不捨的體溫
星空下 擁抱著快凋零的溫存
愛只能在回憶裡完整

想把你抱進身體裡面
不敢讓你看見
嘴角那顆沒落下的淚

如果這是最後的一頁
在你離開之前
能否讓我把故事重寫

雨停滯天空之間
像淚在眼眶盤旋
這也許是最後一次見面

its been a pretty busy month

Date 24 July 2012

These two months I will be doing my industrial training in lab. During the first week, I was quite free. As weeks pass by, I am getting busier each days. I am happy that I can learn a lot things here. New knowledge. Experience the difference in doing practically than studying it in theory. It was quite fun.

Sometimes I might need to go to lab at 7am or even come back during the weekends, I don't mind as long as I can get to learn new things. Experiment is all about following the protocols. But in the same old protocol, you will need to think of a project or any experiment that may bring benefit to the society or a solution to a problem.

There was so much to learn. I bet I do not have enough time to learn it all. Will try my very best in learning as much as possible. Time flies. Its almost a month already. I did not manage to meet with my friends yet. Sorry all. I will try to arrange my time. =)

Anyway, hopefully all of you are enjoying your holidays la. Happy holiday..

故事

对不起
自私的我
又把你重回我的记忆

当听到你的录音
会不经意的流泪
回忆继续的播放
到我大声喊停

当爱一个人，要爱的彻底
当想念一个人，就想到够吧！

不许要证明给他看你活的更好
只要做好自己，就好！

不用让他后悔，
因为，后来你会发现，其实没有这个必要。
要让自己活得有意义。

谢谢你。
拥有你在我的故事里
让我人生更多姿多彩
也让我成长了。

我人生的故事里的他
已到一段落。
一切已成历史。
等待下一个主角吧！

life during study week

Date 6 Jun 2012

Gosh.. study week.. Actually this is the week where I start to rest. No more reports and assignments. Only notes. Just that the stress that we need to handle during this week is really terrible.

Morning study till night. Entertainment only drama. Everyday stay in my hostel room except during lunch I went out. It's really unbelieveable that I can just hide inside my hostel room and not going anywhere. I do not have the mood to play that I used to. I have change my lifestyle.

Anyway, may all my friends also enjoy ur study week la especially those going to graduate. LAst study week. Do with ur best.. =) Goood luck

以為可以了

以為可以了，
以為忘記了，
可再聽到你的聲音，
內心依舊波瀾不驚，
曾經的一切彷彿還在眼前。

你的照片我還留在手機裡，
可你說過的話卻烙印在我心裡。

我也不想再和你有交集，
誰知回憶它總是在眼前跑來跑去。

=== 經典語錄====

害你

背叛傷害不了你
能傷你的、是你太在乎

分手傷害不了你
能傷你的、是回憶

無疾而終的戀情傷害不了你
能傷你的、是希望

你總以為是感情傷害了你
其實傷到你的人、永遠是自己

===經典語錄===

Life in campus

Everyday, I am booked with notes, assignments and reports. My life in campus has never free from all these. In between time, I find some time for me to relax. Actually I relaxed more than others. I only spend quite some hours doing revision. Sometimes, reading may be a problem for me to concentrate. I am admired with those friends that they can concentrate the whole day. Is it my problem or what? I was hoping to enjoy my life in campus. Yep, I am glad to have good friends around. But still dozen of tasks has put me down in enjoying life. Well, my daily entertainment is only watch movie, jogging and sometimes have supper with friends. Yep, I do feel some stress here as my friends are all hardworking. Yep, you are right. I am always the lazy one. Sleep like a pig in the afternoon. That is why my notes will never cover finish. Studying mood come and go especially when I have something bothering my mind. How do I view my current situation? Well, I have no idea about me now. Sometimes ok, sometimes not. Maybe I am still not good at accepting the fact. The biggest problem now is with me alone. Anyway, good luck to those friends who are graduating. Few more months and you guys are fresh graduates.. CONGRATZ first. =)

Thanks to all the wishes

i am so happy to received so many wishes from my friends. thanks.. i feel so warm.. the best wishes that i got is from my family.. my dad and mom send me wishes to wish her sweet daughter.. when i received the message, i really feel so touched.. nearly makes me cry.. thanks a lot.. i shouldn't make you all worry for me anymore. I shall enjoy my life and appreciate those i have now. Thanks a lot.. love you guys.

原来我还是没有接受你的离开

原来我还是没有接受你的离开。。

但，我还是要谢谢你。 请务必幸福。

有没有这么一个人

有没有这么一个人
你会在想起他时不自觉地上扬了嘴角

有没有这么一个人
你会在听到他的名字时忽然变得沉默

有没有这么一个人
你会在独自一人时想他想到哭泣
却在看见他时故作无所谓地笑

有没有这么一个人
你感谢上天让你遇见了他
你觉得只要看见他就是一种幸福

有没有这么一个人
你无数次说著要放弃
但终究还是捨不得

有没有这么一个人
你为他浪费了青春错过了爱情
却依旧傻傻地守候
即使你知道不管等多久
他依旧不会回头

有没有这么一个人
会让你觉得是老天派来剋你的
可是你却心甘情愿地被伤害
即使你知道你会遍体鳞伤

有没有这么一个人
你无数次希望自己没有喜欢过他
甚至从未认识过他
但是如果老天给你一次机会回到过去
你依旧会选择喜欢他
甚至连一丝犹豫都没有


可是人生有太多的遗憾

比如有人爱你爱得热烈专注
你却无法接受他的好心

比如你爱那人爱得歇斯底里精疲力竭
他却只能对你说「对不起」

你曾经那么相信他是你的幸福
可是他的幸福不是你..

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Tremors felt

Luckily no tsunami....

爱情

爱情
当你失去时
它就像毒品
一直会复发

当它复发时
心很痛很痛
就像流着血

它就是习惯
该戒掉习惯
不该与自己
过不去了

失去的爱情
无法挽回了
连心都失去
因随着他去

在这期待着
梦醒的一天
不会在挂念
只留这回忆

I'm tired

Suddenly i felt i am tired mentally. Don't really know the exact reason. Just felt tired.. Maybe too many things to thought of.

Curious

Do you believe a person could have sudden change in his or her behaviour?

I do not believe. There must be a reason behind this. A person whom is responsible in doing things, care of cleanliness and also care about studies has now change into another criteria of person. Do you think is possible?

I still deeply believe its not possible to have sudden change. BUT, what has happened if so?

29 Feb 2012

Haha.. didn't want to miss a post on this special day.. where 4 year once..
It's a special day today.. but did nothing special.

I just know that someone make me HOT today.... zzzz.. I really don't understand that person. Just speechless.........

2nd Week in Campus

27 Feb 2012

Currently, I am still a bit relaxed in campus. I believe I will be busy in a few weeks time. Lots of events to attend. I told myself that I need to forget the past and live on. Realising it was not an easy task, I still hope I can do it. No matter how hard it going to be, life still move on. Accompaniment may be important for me now. What is important now is to live happily everyday.

His influence is still there for me. Being stranger may be the best choice for you and me. Just wanted to be myself again. Good luck. My wound will heal one day. =)

Familiar words

"i cant lost you,
i cant live without you
rmb and promise to me,
dun left me no matter how teribble the situation is"

Remember those words... doesn't it sounds familiar???
You have chosen to leave first, leaving her no choice but to also leave the table. No point squeezing in a table where fit for two person. Being the person whom choose to leave is not easy.

happy chinese new year

Date 23 jan 2012

Haha. Happy cny everyone. Gong Xi fa Cai . May everyone enjoy new year. Have fun

相信

你说我没有把你放第一。
你感受不到你有多重要。
但，我是 100% 相信你。
这份相信胜过一切。
因为我相信你，所以没怀疑你
因为我相信你，所以给你自由
因为我相信你，所以没有吃醋

但一切一切，你说我没有关心你。
太荒谬了。
也许，你一直都在我身边，所以不会珍惜。
偶尔的分离让感情更好。
彼此都该有自由。

Finish 3 papers and 3 to go

Date 10 Jan 2012

WOW! I finish 3 papers already.. Relieved a bit. But another scary paper coming.. zzz ETHICS.. can anyone save me from that??? haha! Just quite tired and I shall rest. RUNNING NOSEEEE.. zzzzz

GAMBATEH.. May God bless me.

my first paper

Date 5 January 2012

My first paper of this sem. Thanks to lecturer for giving us chance. At least, I still can smile and walk out. HAHAHA!!!

她

一个女人，当他爱的人已经不爱她了，她就会放手。
放下是让这个女人自由。也许，她也不想她爱的人痛苦吧。
虽然，她在人面前都是笑嘻嘻。但，她的心还是痛的。
那种痛是无法解释的。
也许，冷漠是她对自己的保护。
原谅她的自私，她很想快点好起来。

有些人认为，换个爱人而已。没什么大不了。不适合而分开。但，当已爱上了一个人，感情不是说忘就忘。
那是需要多少的勇气。因为了这份勇气，而让自己跌伤。太悲哀了。

她太爱他了，也许伤口永远存在。
只是被淹没而已。

她该坚强。她只好享受她拥有的。
她也许已没有勇气再爱了因为她害怕了。

要看‘得失’为人之常情。放的没有痕迹。希望她可以。

New Year New Hope

Date 1 Jan 2012

WOW, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! hahaha!!!! May EVERYONE stay HAPPY AND HEALTHY ALWAYS..

Its a new year... so let us have NEW HOPE.. everything brand new.. hahaha!!!! =)