I have to cope

Date 10 Dec 2011

I just dont know what to say. I really miss him. I just couldn't bare myself for the pain. I know its still not end of the world. My life still go on and no big deal. I shall stay strong. But, it is just so hard. Every moment I thought of him. Every moment I wanted to hug him. But, I have no more rights to do so. Its all gone. What is done cannot be undone. I shall accept the truth. The very truth. I respect his choice. I hope hes happy.